I think the title says it all. I'm bored and very much so, probably why I'm writing this in the first place is boredom. So I guess I'll start with whatever events have occurred recently and try to alleviate boredom I have.
On a good note, I've been working well and looking into a couple options for school and long-term employment. I'm probably going to be joining another martial arts group here once I can afford it, or at least print out the one month free coupon. I'm being trained on how to be a Assist. Manager still. But it's a clear cut thing I'm gonna be promoted.
I went to see a movie today. Doomsday I believe. I didn't even know what the movie was until it started, I saw previews such but didn't put the pieces together. It was alright, lots of violence so if you're into weird gore fests than this one's definitely for you.
I've been trying to look after my health a little better, exercising and what not. I like it, my body acts really favorably to the activity, but I also have this blah when just starting. It's like my body both goes "Ohhh I love that!" and "Eh, what's on the tele?" at the same time. Delightful.
My sleep cycle is going a bit on the nutter's side and making me stay up really late again. Honestly sometimes I'll be up for 20 hours, will be exhausted from work and exercise, lay on my bed and try to sleep for a few hours before my next shift. Fail, go back to work and hope I'll sleep the next evening.
This has been going on for 3 days now.
I hate it.
It makes me listless, irritated.
And write really short lines.
Mmmm. Not to much else. I haven't really got to talk to too many of my friends over the past say... week. Two for some. It's a real suck, but there's nothing I can do about it. It takes me a lot of effort to talk as it is. I work hours that deny me to be online when others are. And even when I am online. I feel like I have to work at communicating with someone. Like I'm held in a distant contempt. The only result has been a really jaded feeling on my part. I've just started to not care who might be online and usually don't bother to sign in or if I do don't bother being visible to be chatted with. People have better things to do anyway.
If that makes me sound like a total ass, It's not meant to, however I'm not gonna say sorry, not this time.
Maybe it's the moon, maybe I'm on whatever form of a "period" men have. But I'm tired of have to try so hard and get no turnout.
I'm gonna go stare at the ceiling and try to sleep now, I doubt my success, but I have to try else I'm gonna start twitching.